Honestly so scared right now

I'm pretty confident I'm pregnant. I'm not on birth control. I had spotting (2 weeks after sex, not fully unprotected, did a few thrusts without a condom). I've never had spotting before. My period is supposed to come the 10th but I'm so confident it's not coming. I'm too afraid to take a test and I'm so scared when it's the 11th.

Sorry just needed a place to talk about this