sad...

I don't know what to do. All the mean comments from people online, school, and my family have really been getting to me. I go to school to get away from my mom and sister but at school I'm literally ignored. No one notices me and when I do say something I get called a smart ass or like i said- just completely ignored. We move every couple months to a year because mom says it's good for us. Grandma told me it's because she's in trouble for some stuff we don't know about but idk. I'm not allowed to talk to my grandma or my brothers who have moved away. I used to come online because I had friends who'd make me feel better but all of a sudden they ignore me too. I'm just so lost. I want to be happy but all I do is lay in bed and cry... I've had depression for a long time I think, since about 7th grade is when I got comments from people about it. Mom told me I'm not allowed to tell the doctor though. I just want to be happy.