my husband and I have been together for a while now..we have kids and a pretty okay life. Almost 6 months ago we began our divorce and just last week we decided to cancel it because we decided to give eachother a try. During the time we were seperated he was with one girl while I was living the single mother life with no comitment...just a couple days ago he went back to his old ways, of pushing me around and started being an asshole again. I love him but I did do it by myself for 6 months without his help. I feel like I deserve better but I love him and when I try talking to him about how I feel he ignores me or just listens to me but doesnt say anthing..I guess what im trying to say is I love him but I know I deserve better. Sorry for the rant guys I just had to let it out.