I find it so difficult to work. I work in large grocery store. I used to be packing stock on shelfs(lots of heavy lifting and being on my feet 9-10h day) with a lot of arguments and being told by my boss that the fact that i am pregnant doesn't mean i can't lift heavy and that pregnancy is condition not illness i somehow managed to convince them to move me to checkouts. I had my holidays for 2 weeks and i was sick for 2. Now being back is so difficult. I used to be able to sneak and have snack and go toilet. They hardly let us go toilet even. In result i am starving until my break and when i finish i feel like my legs are weak qnd hands are shaking. I am underweight and i see dietitian every few weeks. I am 20 weeks and i've put on only 3 pounds. I feel so tired my back is so sore from the job. I am at stage where i cry before and after work. I worry a bit more about this pregnancy because i had a miscarriage before this. I feel like i cant talk with my partner about this because he wants me to work up to 2 weeks before im due. Just wanted to share with someone.