I'm such a cow 😞

Anjelica • Mommy to a beautiful boy 💕
I was already fat to begin with before getting pregnant. I was 185 pounds. By the time I had my son I was 248. It's been 3 weeks and I'm 219 now. How do I lose this weight?! I've started eating healthy today and I will start going to the gym once my doc clears me to work out again. I just feel like crap because I'm so huge 😞 I wish I could cut it all off lolÂ