lucky or unlucky?

Jade
I have mind blowing unprotected sex with my boyfriend of 4.5 years. Never like to pull out. Just a pump and dump (pee right after). We never gotten close to a pregnancy. A few scares here and there. Idk ... but we are kind of worried if we even are able to conceive. I know getting pregnant right now isn't the right time. But what if we are ready one day, & we just can't figure out why we can't get pregnant? I'm worried if my birth controls I took in high school played a big part. 😔