I really don't know much about pcos except that I have it and having a baby has been the hardest thing in the world for me and I just can't give up. When I first found out I had PCOS. I was in so much pain I could not walk I literally had too crawl to living room so the ambulance could put me on the gurney. Then they told me in the hospital what was going on I didn't really listen it was just something too me and at the time I was dating a woman and I was in college so I wasn't wanting to have a child at the time but when I finished an I met my boyfriend 2 years later and it's been a long year since we started trying to have a baby I'm 22 which also scares me everyone in my family has a million children. It's constantly on my mind.

I'm finally taking taking medication I've talked to my Dr she told me I don't ovulate on my own.

my periods are painful and a huge inconvenience. I'm glad that I'm even having a period every month.

One less issue.

But I just needed to share that I feel like I just pretend it's not real sometimes.