First cervix check...

Ouch!! A Dr checked my cervix for the first time today (36w1d) and omg did it hurt! She tried twice and i could barely make it the last time she tried. Sooo much intense presser and pain! I thought that my baby had dropped bc of all the pelvic presser. It feels like I'm carrying a bowling ball in my pelvis! But the Dr said no and that I'm not dilated. I'm disappointed... lm just so uncomfortable right now i cant even imagine what it will feel like when he finaly drops 😣