So I'm 14 and I've never kissed a boy

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What does that mean about me ? All the other people I know have already kissed boys and even gone further (which I'm not ready to do at all).But I do want to be kissed I've never had a boyfriend, now I'm starting to wonder if I'm ugly or that I'll be alone. I know this might not seem important but its important to me please if your reading this give some advise.