Warning: this may be disturbing to some.

I am currently pregnant for the second time. Last time around, things did not go well. We lost the baby pretty early on. This time, everything is great. I'm almost half way through my pregnancy and I couldn't be happier. I've always had weird dreams about pregnancy which always led me to believe that maybe I wasn't capable of having a healthy pregnancy. I've had multiple dreams in the past where things ended up horrible. I've had dreams of losing one baby, multiple babies, giving birth to extremely deformed babies, and last night I dreamt that I was sitting on the toilet and started bleeding. I got up and in the toilet were 3 under developed dead babies.

Why is this happening to me? I can't help but feel like this is extremely strange. Can someone please give me some insight to this?