killing time waiting for my FET
so I got through August... and I got through September.
It was so hard!
after the adrenalin packed june, with decisions to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> after a heart breaking period, to injecting throughout July and having a scary and brave 3 August transfer everything was happening and happening fast
I got through it, the fear of needles the tears the fear of it all....
and 16 eggs 12 fertilized and 5 frozen later life just stopped.
just like that.
I have ohss so the doctors decided to freeze to allow me to heal before transferring and I went along with it as I trusted them and still do
but I had no idea it would take so long!
then started the "sorry to mislead u but you need to come back after 3 periods and we have writings lists on the NHS sorry" phone calls....
I'm still waiting.
waited patiently for a period which came after 55 days ( after I induced it) and now it seems were pushing ahead. 3 weeks of doing nothing, then 3 weeks of injecting then 2 weeks pills and then it's transfer day- if I'm lucky.
if I'm lucky, I get to transfer 2 great embies in 8 weeks just a month short of my 39th bday.
til then I'm waiting - killing time waiting watching the season change and autumn settle in, watching pregnant friends give birth and carefree friends fall pregnant.... while I wait and wait
wait to transfer... wait to see if we succeed.... just wait to get older and older -
so I'll wait some more, patiently.
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