Its so hard to get out of bed. It is so hard to eat and pack my lunch. It is so hard to go to school and focus and get things done. I continually miss what teachers are saying when giving instructions because I can't focus. I try so hard to listen but I keep messing up and missing things. I think I accidentaly threw away my wallet the other day and i keep messing everything up!!! Like how does someone throw away their fucking wallet onaccident and not realize it until the trash has been picked up!?