induction help and support rant

Alexis
I need some encouragement here. 
I had high BP and at 38 weeks and 4 days the doc decided to induce. 
We did cervix softening yesterday night and pitocin in the morning. Painful and no food all day but no change so we are doing it all over again (cervix softening nighttime + pitocin tmrw mornin). When they checked my cervix again before deciding to start again it hurt so bad I almost cried and said we are doing it over again I balled and asked if my husbands family could leave. I just wanted to be with my husband. 
FTM so contractions were a bit hard to get use to. They were back to back and hurtin like a bitch but nothing was changing in my damn cervix. 
Did anyone have any induction problems like this ? I don't want to feel alone - what did you end up doing ?