It's been a month since we broke up... I've only talked to him a couple times since then. I've erased our messages and today I erased all of our pictures. I'm tired of crying myself to sleep at night knowing he could probably care less that I'm gone. We dated for 5 months and I lost my virginity to him and he's my first true love. I'm so sad but I know that someone better is going to come along and treat me better than he ever did. I guess I just need to rant. I'm so tired of crying....