I swear I'm the unluckiest person in the entire world. And I'd just really like some advice on life and all. Okay so it all started at the beginning of my school year starting college. My summer was freaking amazing and I had such a blast with my friends and boyfriend and family. But once school rolled around I swear my life just went down hill 0 to 100 real quick. A lot of stuff had gone wrong with college and everything but that's not the worst. The worst is this week, honest to god worst week of my entire life. I got into a fight with my boyfriend, mom and sister all in one night on Sunday. The next morning I got into a car accident and I hit the back of another car (wasn't paying attention too much on my mind) my car is undrivable amd now I have to pay $600 in damage to my car (which I don't have). And today NOT EVEN a week later I backed up my moms van into a truck at the gas station good thing it wasn't bad and didn't call the cops or I swear I'd be in huge trouble, I just gave him $50 and he was pretty understanding I'm just scared hes gonna call the cops later and I'll be in even more trouble. My parents don't know about the accident. My best friend has said she doesn't want to be friends anymore which is incredibly sad. I have anxiety and depression and they haven't been this bad ever. I'm praying to god and praying to everything I possibly can. But I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like nothing is going right and I really can't get my life back on track. I just need some positive words and advice because I'm extremely depressed and can barely move my legs right now. I'm having at least 10 panic attacks a day. I'm going to the doctor Monday but I just don't know if I can make it. I don't know what I did wrong I'm honestly cursed