About 10 months ago I found out I was pregnant, I was over the moon and so happy. I was only 17 at the time but all my family was there to support me. However my boyfriend wasn't so pleased. He said and did everything he could to convince me to get rid of it, I was living about 4 hours away from my family and had no friends so in the end I gave in and did what he wanted me to do.

I've been suffering so bad since, me and my boyfriend split up. But everyday I think of that child and it kills me. He keeps trying to tell me it was a joint decision and I shouldn't be sad because I wanted to get rid of it. He just doesn't see that he forced me into it. It's making me worse, and my body keeps getting this craving for a baby, i jus don't know. My heads all over the place 💔