So it's kind of hard for me to eat in front of boyfriends because when I was younger I would see how my family ate and my dad always looked like he was really enjoying his food when he ate and I admired that because I thought it would make people feel good to know you enjoy it or whatever. So I guess I eat more like a "man" then a "women". Well on day (I was around 10-12) I was heading home from a family reunion with my 2 aunts, uncle, grandmother, sister and cousin and we stopped at Ihop....I love IHOP so I ate like a do and everyone got on to me about how gross I looked and to eat like a lady and they didnt want to watch this...and so on, and then one of my aunts grabbed my sliver-wear from me and started feeding me like a baby and people were staring at me and they wouldn't stop and then my aunt looks at me and goes "Devon I'm helping you because if a guy ever see you eat, he will NEVER love you" and I just balling my eyes out. My uncle ended up stopping it. Now I'm 19. Anyway I never seem to eat a lot when I'm with my boyfriend and about a month ago we were talking about it and he said he didnt care how much I ate and I told him I probably didn't eat alot because of my family and told him the story, which he got really angry and pissed that they did that. Well last weekend I was with him and he made chicken with rice topped with sweet & sour sauce and I was eating and he looked over at me a chuckled and when I looked over he was smiling and had these goo goo eyes and I go what? And he goes in this really sweet loving voice "you just looks so damn cute when you stuff your face" and I honestly wanted to cry because he loves me even though I eat "gross" and idk I just feel so happy so I felt like sharing 😢😳😍