I want to start working not now cause my baby is still little but i want to once she gets bigger like a couple more months. My husband provides for us always has and i myself have worked before as well. The only problem is now that im a FTM i want to start again But im scared to leave her with anyone with so many things happeing now a days with innocent little babies who you leave and trust with other pple or babysitters or any other place its scary. Especially those fucking idiots who mess with a baby whether its hitting them or touching them 😡& I just can't imagine someone hurting my baby while im not there but unfortunately this happens frequently then we think so. And now that im a mom i understand even more as a parent. I give props to those Moms who do take that step cause they need to provide for there family and my mom was one of those wonderful amazing mothers who took that risk as well. And no i don't have anyone who would look out for her cause my family lives about a 40 min drive.

Help !