Smh 😢

Asking myself is he even worth the stress anymore... He is so hurtful. When he gers angry he goes off on me and tells me bye and to leave and he doesnt care if we break up. I start to apologize for nothing but do it bc i dont want him to leave me. If we break up i will go into a depression. Feel like my happy loving relationship with him is fading... His true colors is showing and his anger problem is becoming too much snd idk what to do... I love him so much 😢😢 . any advice and encouragement? Thanks