trying not to think about it...

AF is due tomorrow n I'm not having any normal signs of her!! The only cramps I'm getting are lower back cramps that I NEVER get!! No sore boobs either!! I don't want to think into too much because it's been a year now of disappointments...but not having my usual signs of AF sure has my mind wondering! Took a test yesterday but of course...BFN 😩 maybe just maaaaybe...