A week ago I was admitted to the hospital for birthing contractions where I was hooked up to the monitor, given a iv and also the shot to stop them. My doctor told me that I may not make it till January but if he would do everything he can to keep him in as long as possible. Taking all that in, I was happy that I planned everything so early due to holidays and birthdays coming up but today and every other day I have a breakdown cause I feel him kick and move and I'm going to miss that feeling 😢 little baby boy stay in as long as possible... mommy loves to feel you love 💕