want a girl so badly and I'm so anxious it's gonna be a boy

Caroline
So this is just a little vent but I'd love the support. I really want a girl. For so many reasons. I have a stepson that my husband and i fully raise ourselves and I just want the first child I give him to be a girl. I feel like everyone is having boys! And I'm like is this a sign Lord? I feel like it's gonna be a boy for some reason probably because I want a girl so badly. I know that I need to be happy and grateful either way as long as my child is healthy and I know I'll love he or she unconditionally but still! I feel like I'm already disappointed because i just know it's gonna be a boy. We find out on Monday. Anyone else not get what they want? How did it feel? Or did anyone else have feelings of what it was and were correct? What gave you that feeling??