emotional spinning wheel

 Tracked my ovulation took the ovulation tests . On our peak day we tried getting preganant . Fast forward a week I'm not feeling well body just feels off . 4 negative pregancy tests later a doctors office visit and a three day late and counting period , and we are waiting for the results of the blood test to say if we have a bun in the oven . This will be our second .. but our first is ten it's been forever so I am scared anxious and a million other emotions are going through my head . So I guess I'm venting and just need some happy thoughts 😞