No I'm not lying. Not this isn't a troll story. Earlier this year in February I was raped. Yes he was arrested, it was someone I knew. However I continuously put myself down since then for letting my body enjoy it. Mentally I was sick & scared & it was a terrible experience. Now I hate myself for the way my body reacted. I reached orgasm & it was the first time I squirted. I'm disgusted with myself. I hate him.