Taking a bath because I fell on my injured knee again so i can relax my knee. My father came banging on the door telling me to stop using the water. Calling me a bitch, I would never get any where in life , and calling me a mistake. Another reason is he called my mom but she didn't pick up because the phone was on silent so she didn't here it. He called her dumb saying he should of married a educated person. And my mom was cooking him something to eat when he comes back from work while he was leaving that message. When I am at school I am sometimes happy and I dread coming back home to a unhealthy environment. I feel depressed. He calls me disrespectful to him while he thinks he is so great. Sometimes when he dislikes something I did that I didn't know, he would not talk to me for months. I remember a time when I was like 9 or 10. My brother did something my father hit him with a spatula on the head. He was bleeding. Blood on the floor and he ran away to my uncle. I was in shock. I remember another time that my father did something. He was beating my mother back in 2006. I was only six years old. My father telling my brother sisters and I to go to our room so he can do what he is doing. I will never forget that day. I mother doesn't get beat up any more physically but emotionally and verbally. I am trying to work hard in school to be a successful person and to help my family from this lifestyle. ( I just need to let that all out.)