BFN after a miscarriage.

Nichole • Mommy to an 👼🏻 baby and to our 🌈 baby boy’s, Charlie 6-12-19 💙💙 Emmett 5-18-21 💙💙
I am 10 dpo and I tested today, got my first BFN since my miscarriage in August. Af will be here Monday. I am so devastated. I didn't think it would hurt as bad as it does. Just to think i would have been 19 weeks. The pain of loss doesn't ever go away.