my heart breaks for my little one

Kiara
I can't believe I'm having a baby by someone who doesn't even care to check on the baby or show up to any dr appointments , my poor baby won't have a dad and it breaks my heart that I can't do anything about it smh how can you live in the same city as your child's mother and not even send a damn text to see how I'm doing I'm just so over it I swear I'm so fed up