Giving up! Leaving it up to the man above!

I know it's only been 8 months since TTC and there are many that have been trying waay longer than I have but it hurts just as much. It really feels like the BFN's that I get every month are sucking the life out of me. I need to take a break and let it happen on it's own. I will just pray alot more and give it up to the man above. 🙏🏼 I will be deleting this app for a while.