mommy again

So I had my first son on April 2016, he is 6 months and counting. I was bleeding for about 5 months straight. I got my depo shot in July and didn't stop bleeding even when they asked me if I did. Or should have. But weeks went by and my fiancé started getting worried I wasn't bleeding again. But me! I was happy I got a break. I found out I was pregnant about a month ago and was in shock the 1st week. I thought about having an abortion (honestly) because I wasn't ready for it again and then I had a thought who am I to pick and choose my children. But I had my first ultrasound to make sure how far along I was for sure. And I am 12 weeks &5ays. I want this one to be a girl so bad.