happiness?

Caris
So I am now 5 weeks and 2 days. And I am going to be completely honest this has been absolutely horrible. I have never been so miserable in my entire life. The nausea, to the anxiety, then the cramps, and overwhelming feeling of being scared and sad. My pregnancy was planned. My fiancé and I have been trying for about 8 months. I honestly thought it wasn't going to happen for us. Then it did. And I'm swormed with all these negative feelings rather than happy. All my doctors and nurses explain to me that it's normal. That it's a lot to take in at first. But I've known now over a week. The nausea is really debilating me. I can't even tell you how many hours I've spent just laying in my bath tub. I guess the point of this is does this ever get easier? I'm so down from being so sick everyday. Will I ever get to enjoy pregnancy?