I have so many friends and family who have given birth in the last couple months or they are pregnant. I am so happy for everyone that gets to enjoy the great blessing but at same time its like a little stab to my hurting heart. 6 weeks now since D&C and I just want to be pregnant again so bad. I want to experience the joy again and give my husband his first biological child and share that Joy him.

I hate that a part of me don't want to see the baby post because one any to feel only joy when it comes to babies but right now my loss still hurts more than I expected.

Had my first period last week since D&C so hoping to not have anymore.

Thanks for reading everyone. Have a lovely night and we are all string women and we will get through our losses one day at a time.