My baby girl was born 31 weeks. I just started our NIcU journey and know I have a few more weeks to go but i am just having a rough emotional time not having my baby home with me. Having to go to the hospital everyday just to see and hold her. It's hard. And to top it all off i have a 16 month old at home that can't come to the hospital with me. So I'm battling being without either of my babies all day long