So I've been afraid of germs and dirt and stuff for a couple of years, and the longer I've had it the worse it have gotten. I wash my hands way too much and I have anxiety and hate being in public.. the point is though, is a guy going to want to put up with that? I've never had a boyfriend, never even kissed anyone. My friends always makes jokes and asks if I am going to make my special someone shower before he touches me, and a small part of me do. The reason I feel like it might be an issue is because I am very peculiar when it comes to the things I do, I have like "rituals" and things that I kind of have to do, one of the things is like I said, I was and scrub my hands a bit too much. Is that a total deal breaker?