How do I even explain this...

Emily

My boyfriend and I have been trying to conceive. But now I'm not so sure I want to have a child with him.

We have been fighting non-stop for weeks. He makes personal attacks on my character, and acts like its a chore to have sex with me (all while he watches porn).

At this point I'm not sure if I even want a relationship with him, but I feel stuck. I have no idea what to do, I know he loves me and wants to be with me, but I don't know if he really understands love...

I'm so conflicted right now.