Saw my ex last night

Angie • I'm a feminist/ally/cat lady/theatre geek/Disney child/thalassophile who is in love with her bf❤
I saw the now fat fuck and his fake ass friend who tried sleeping with me BEHIND HIS BACK then when I told my ex, he acted like it was MY fault, at the bar last night. I was with my boyfriend and as soon as I saw his face, it was as if a tidal wave of memories hit me. I remembered him hitting me, forcing me to have sex with him when I didn't want to, the constant daily verbal abuse. It almost ruined my night. My boyfriend asked if I wanted to leave and I said no. I was there first. I think he realized I was there and booked it. I couldn't help but feel worthless all over again.