emotional rant. Just need some support. sorta long...

So much going on. Test for a hard college class next week. Don't feel like I've got that many friends at my new college. I gained weight from college food. So struggling with body positivity but can't really find the motivation and get to actually trying to make it better. Walked/jogged a 5k at my school and was the very last person to finish (when I got to the end everyone else had left). LDR with my bf since we go to different schools that are a couple hours apart. We can't talk too much since we both have to work and study. I'm not mad about that at all. Just we used to talk all the time and it's a hard adjustment. We write letters too. Just a giant combination of issues :(