What my daughter who has autism is doing..
With the last baby I lost, my daughter would always be extra affectionate and loving towards me. She's a daddy's girl so that never happens, he gets all the love. But she was like that with me before. I am 2 days past a/f being due, & she is once again grabbing my hand to hug her and kiss her and giggling so much.
I am scared to test because I'm scared of the disappointment. I've been also having all the symptoms.