Coming to terms!!

Simone
My hubby and I have been trying to conceive for 20 months now. I went to the doc and she has done a bunch of test and u/s everything came back fine. Husband has not been check. We have four beautiful blessing so I know we both can have children. I have come to the terms it is want it is and we may have been blessed enough.. I am sad because I am 32 and hubby will be 32 in Jan and we wanted out last and final blessing. I am not doing anything this month but taken my temp and vitamin everyday.. I am burnt out with doing anything else and spending the money for nothing. 20 months!!!!!