small rant to feel better

I just thought it was period cramps that were just bad. Realized today I might have had a miscarriage. I looked at the symptoms and thinking back I had them all. Idk if I should tell my fiancé as it would probably upset him. Or if I should pretend it didn't happen. I know we both want kids but we also want to wait until we are more financially stable. We normally are super safe with sex. I don't even know when this could have happened. I just needed to say this and get it off my chest