When is it my turn

Jessica
I know I should be happy and all for others who are pregnant but I am having a hard time due to my sister who has a hard time caring for her two kids is pregnant with her third. And then on top of that my sister in law who lives with me and her brother with her 4 kids just told me she is pregnant with her 5th baby. I am hurt due to I have been trying and I miscarried back in March and then had surgery. I had a faint positive two weeks ago but then started bleeding immediately. Sorry I know I will get my angel baby soon enough but when. Just needed to vent