baby bump

I'm so glad that someone made this group! I have been overweight most of my life. I lost 40lbs when I was about 18 (I'm 31 now) and was so happy and was able to keep it off for YEARS. But when I started dating my now husband, I gained over 50lbs and have had the hardest time getting it off. Last fall my sister-in-law and I started working hard to lose weight together. I SUCK at staying motivated so I only lost 20lbs but she lost 50! I was still happy with my weight loss even though it wasn't as much as I wanted. This past July my husband and I went on vacation and I gained 10lbs back on our trip! I tried the rest of the summer to lose the weight but it never happened. So now here I am 5 weeks pregnant and weighing more than I would have liked to. My goal is to gain as little weight as possible, but of course stay healthy for our baby. Luckily I have been craving salads! One fear of mine is that when I'm 6+ months pregnant, no one will even notice bc I already have a big belly :(  I see all these thinner people with their little baby bumps and I'm a little sad that I won't look like that. Anyone else on the same page? I'm not looking for a pitty party, I'm just venting to people who hopefully will understand where I'm coming from. Regardelsss of all this, I'm still SO excited that we have a baby on the way and I can't wait to announce to our families!!