so nervous!!! TTC Cycle#4

I'm so freakin nervous. 😣😱😖I'm coming up on the end of my fertile period and I'm already dreading the 2ww 🙄  I'm so worried I'm gonna finish these next couple weeks just to come up on another negative test. This is getting so stressful. I'm ready to give up. I'm starting to believe God just doesn't mean for me to be a mom 😢