Jealous!!😦

So, today I went to a cousin's baby shower and the amount of people that showed up was crazy. But the amount of gifts was insane like she received 2 or 3 of the same things ( 2 carseats, 3 high chairs, 3 bouncers, 2 bath tubs) like a thousand pampers and baby wipes and enough baby clothes for like the next two years! Don't get me wrong I'm happy for them! Plus I know they are young and really needed the baby stuff. But is it bad to say that I was jealous like I only have a car seat for my baby. Like now I feel worried I have nothing for the baby and no I won't have a baby shower. Anyone else feel like this? I can't tell my SO because he gets upset when I talk to him about these things so I'm telling you guys lol