Spiritualista's please come and HELP! pregnancy dilemma

Ok to make a long story short, come from Christian background however I am pro choice. I am in a crazy position and don't know what to do. Finally left bf of 7 1/2 years after I had had enough of the lies, cheating and just his lack of male leadership financially ( in and out of jobs) , spiritually ( not fellowshipping) and just his mental and emotional instability. Now plz don't judge he was my college sweetheart since sophomore year and everything was great ( going to church, good jobs on both ends and a degree) abt 2 years after graduation but then repeated behavior and poor decisions just became worse. Recently, we've lost everything (cars, apt from his pppr leadership, I worked and everything in my name but he just kept in and out of jobs so I was the provider for half of the years) we've built and moved back in with parents after the bad breakup. We were ttc for a few years and I've never been or gotten preggo. (Maybe a sign from god?) now I AM preggo. I cannot go back to this man for he is taken my life from me and I've had to start over all at 27 . Do I hold on to it and go back to try and work it out after all these years or you know what and move on?!?? He wanted a baby really bad and so did I and now we've broken up it happens. But he's done so much cheating that I stayed and tolerated and so many other things but that'll be a BOOK! lol he regrets everything and doesn't want me to move on but he doesn't know I'm preggo. HELP!! UPDATE: for those saying keep the baby, I went from having a home, cars, etc and I have nothing but a couch in my loving parents home. Does it change anything that I have nothing to offer a baby? Like this is not what I envisioned or prayed for and worked for when I graduated and started my life and adulthood!