Told you that he hated the holidays but this is the first year he's excited for them because he has my son and I and that he never had family to spend them with. Then one day you're on his compute, he gave you permission to use, and you couldn't find the movie he downloaded for you and you stumbled upon Christmas photos and nudes from his ex. The Christmas photos of my boyfriend with her and her daughter (whom I was never told about, he never mentioned his ex girlfriend had a child....) and photos of them at the aquarium, him at the store buying stuff for the child etc. opening gifts on Christmas with them... etc. I feel really betrayed and disgusted sort of... like I honestly do. He NEVER mentioned it... and always said he NEVER had family on the holidays and I see him in these photos with this little girl (about 1.5-2 years old) like a father and daughter all smiles. 

This is his first child, with me... but I feel like my son I already have, I thought he was the first little one ever in his life and had a special bond and now that's not true... and on top of it, the nude photos still there???? 

I feel like that is something I should have known... I can't even focus on the nude photos right now. I think the "family" Christmas photos hurt me a lot more.