Was just thinking today as I looked at our 6 month old little boy about how much I miss our 2 angel babies. Had we not miscarried our first he/she would've been a year old this month. It's been so long but it's still hard. There are days where I wonder who they would've been, what they would've looked like... I'm happy that they are in a better place but I just wish I could've known them. It's hard understanding why.