give me the courage to test ladies!

Erica • Boy Momma 💙 John Abel 🤱🏻
Give me confidence!! 
I am SO scared to test. I really don't want to look at another negative test. What do you guys think of my symptoms?
• frequent bowel movements. Like up to 4 times a day. Once a day is my norm.
• Peeing constantly. My husband went to the gym for two hours, and during the time he was gone, I went to the bathroom 6 times, and each time I felt like I was about to pee myself if I didn't get to the bathroom quick.
•stomach cramps. 
• I feel absolutely sick to my stomach off and on. Right now is actually the worse I have felt.
• I had 1 day of super sore nipples I wanted to cry. Next day it was gone though?
• I am now SIX days late. I tested the day AF was due. Negative. Which is why I am scared to test again. 
•weird headache. 
•feeling breathless when I talk
• before AF was due, I swear she was coming. Two days after it still felt like she was coming. Then, nothing. That feeling stopped. 
• today I've started experiencing an increase in CM, but it is super watery and sort of thick.
So either I'm dying or something else is up. Did anyone who got their bfp before relate to this?