27 Weeks and Dreaming of my Baby Boy

When I was pregnant with my son five years ago I had baby dreams all the time. This time I really didn't have any, until very recently, and I was wondering if maybe subconsciously I was not allowing myself to dream of my baby because of my two prior miscarriages. After the first couple of weeks of this pregnancy, when I was a complete nervous wreck, I made a decisive, conscious effort to block out any negative thoughts and excessive worrying because I didn't want to torture myself for 9 months with what could go wrong, so while I have tried to stay positive, sometimes it meant not really thinking about the baby at all. So I guess I have felt a little detached from this pregnancy until more recently, as now I have quite an obvious bump and I'm feeling and seeing my little boy move around all the time...