I need a buddy! My cycle started today and I always have that tiny bit of hope that it's going to finally be my month.. then bam! Mother nature says screw you, Alyssa. It seems like no matter what I do, I will never have a baby. My brother and his gf have had 2 babies in the time that my husband and I have been trying to conceive. I love my nephews. It's just hard. I had surgery in august a few days after my 24th birthday to remove a tumor that was bigger than a grapefruit as well as one of my ovaries. They say it's easiest to get pregnant within the first 3-6 months after the surgery, but I just can't see through to the other side. I feel like I'm doing everything else right in life, but I just can't give my husband a family. I don't know what to do anymore.