is it weird

Is it weird that I'm so afraid to buy anything for the baby because I'm terrified of something happening during the labor and delivery process... I've never had a loss before but I just have such a crappy gut feeling that I've had my entire pregnancy it's scary because I feel like it's mothers intuition but everyone says the baby looks great, a great heartbeat and all but I just have a feeling.... I try not to think about it but I can't help it.. it's just a feeling something will go wrong.